After We Collided (After, #2) by Anna Todd Read Online (FREE)
“Is it okay if I go to bed, or do you want me to watch him?” I ask Hardin.
He looks at me, then at Smith. “Um . . . that’s cool. We’re just watching mindless television anyway,” he says.
“Okay, good night, Smith. I’ll see you in a bit when Kim is here to get you,” I tell him. He looks over at Hardin, then back to me and smiles.
“Night,” he whispers.
I turn to go back into the room, but I’m stopped by Hardin’s fingers wrapping around my arm. “Hey, no good night to me?” He pouts.
“Oh . . . yeah. Sorry.” I hug him and give him a kiss on the cheek. “Good night,” I say, and he hugs me again.
“You sure you’re okay?” he asks, pushing my shoulders back so he can look at me.
“Yeah, I’m just really tired, and he wants to hang out with you, anyway.” I smile weakly.
“I love you,” he tells me and kisses my forehead.
“I love you,” I respond and hurry to the bedroom and close the door behind me.
The next day, the weather is nice, with no snow and minimal slush on the sides of the road. When I get to Vance, Kimberly is sitting at her desk, and she smiles at me as I grab my usual donut and coffee.
“I didn’t even know you came last night. I fell asleep,” I tell her.
“I know, Smith was sleeping, too. Thank you again,” she says, and her phone rings.
My office feels strange after being on campus yesterday. Sometimes it seems as though I live a double life: one half a college student, one half full adult. I have an apartment with my boyfriend and a paid internship that honestly feels like a job, not an internship. I love both halves, and if I had to choose, I would choose the adult life, but with Hardin.
I dive into my work, and lunchtime comes quickly. After several duds, I hit upon a manuscript that is really captivating, and I find myself eating quickly so I can get back and finish it. I hope they find a cure for the main character’s illness; I’ll be heartbroken if he passes. The rest of the day goes quickly as I am completely withdrawn from the world and fully enveloped in the manuscript, which ends terribly sadly.
With tears staining my cheeks, I leave for the day and head home. I haven’t heard from Hardin once since I left him asleep and grumpy in bed, and I can’t stop thinking about his words from last night. I need a distraction from ruminations; sometimes I wish I could just shut my mind off the way other people seem to be able to do. I don’t like that I overthink everything, but I can’t help it. It’s who I am, and now all I can think of is Hardin and me not having a future. Still, I really need to do something to get my mind off obsessing over this. He is who he is, and he doesn’t want to ever get married or have children.