After We Collided (After, #2) by Anna Todd Read Online (FREE)
“Hardin . . .” she says and gently presses her hand against my chest and pushes me back, breaking our kiss.
“Don’t, Tessa,” I beg her. I’m not ready for it to end yet.
“Hardin, you can’t just kiss me and expect everything to be okay. Not this time,” she whispers, and I fall to my knees in front of her.
“I know, I don’t know why I let you walk away again, but I’m sorry. So sorry, baby,” I tell her, hoping the use of the word will help my cause. I wrap my arms around her legs, and her hands move to my head, caressing and running her fingers through my hair. “I know I always fuck everything up and I know I can’t treat you the way that I have been. I just love you so much that it overwhelms me, and I don’t know what the fuck to do half the time, so I just say things on impulse and don’t think of how the words affect you. I know I keep breaking your heart, but please . . . please let me fix it. I’ll put it back together and I won’t dare to break it again. I’m sorry, I’m always sorry, I know. I’ll get a fucking shrink or something. I don’t care, just . . .” I sob into her legs.
I grab hold of the waistband of the boxers and slide them down.
“What are you . . .” She stops my hands.
“Please, just take them off. I can’t stand you wearing them, please . . . I won’t touch you, just let me take them off,” I beg, and she lifts her hands from mine, returning them to my hair as I slide the boxers to the floor and she steps out of them.
Her hand moves under my chin to lift up my head. Her small fingers caress my cheek, then move up to wipe away the tears from my eyes. Her face holds a confused expression, and she watches me carefully, as if she’s studying me.
“I don’t understand you,” she tells me, still swiping her thumb across my tearstained cheeks.
“I don’t either,” I agree, and she frowns.
I stay in this position, kneeling in front of her, begging for her to give me one last chance even though I’ve blown through more chances than I deserve. I register that the bathroom has filled with steam, and her hair is sticking to her face, and moisture is beginning to pool on her skin.
God, she’s beautiful.
“We can’t keep going back and forth, Hardin. It’s not good for either of us.”
“It’s not going to be that way anymore; we can get through this. We’ve gotten through worse, and I know now how quickly I can lose you. I took you for granted, and I know that. I’m only asking for one more chance.” I take her face between my hands.
“It’s not that simple,” she tells me; her bottom lip begins to quiver, and I’m still trying to stop my tears.