After We Collided (After, #2) by Anna Todd Read Online (FREE)
He grabs his pants and starts putting them on. “Why not?”
“Because it’s not good for either of us to be around the other.”
He smiles, those evil dimples coming out. “You know that’s not true,” he says casually and puts on his T-shirt.
“Yes, it is.”
“Will you please just go?” I beg.
“You don’t mean that, I know you don’t. You knew what you were doing when you let me stay.”
“No, I didn’t,” I whine. “I was intoxicated. I didn’t know what I was doing at all last night, from kissing that guy to letting you in.”
Immediately, I snap my mouth shut. I did not just say that out loud. But by the way Hardin’s eyes pop and his jaw clenches, I know that I did. My headache multiplies by ten and I want to slap myself.
“Wh-wh-what? What did you . . . what did you just say?” he growls.
“Nothing . . . I . . .”
“You kissed someone? Who?” he asks, his voice strained as if he just ran a marathon.
“Someone at the club,” I admit.
“Are you serious?” he breathes. And when I nod, he explodes. “What the—what the actual fuck, Tessa? You kiss some guy at a fucking club, then have sex with me? Who are you?” He runs his hands over his face. If I know him as well as I think I do, he’s getting ready to break something.
“It just happened, and we aren’t even together.” I try to defend myself, but only make myself sound worse.
“Wow . . . you are unbelievable. My Tessa would never kiss a fucking stranger at a club!” he barks.
“There is no ‘your’ Tessa,” I tell him.
He just shakes his head no over and over and over again. Finally he stares deep into my eyes and says, “You know what? You’re right. And just to let you know, while you were kissing that guy? I was fucking Molly.”
I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly. I was fucking Molly.
Hardin’s words echo in my head over and over long after he’s slammed the door and marched out of my life forever. I try to calm myself down before having to go down to meeting everyone.
I should have known Hardin was toying with me, I should have known that he was still messing around with that skank. Hell, he was probably sleeping with her the whole time he was “dating” me. How could I be so stupid? I almost believed him last night when he said he loved me—I was thinking, why else would he drive all the way to Seattle? But the answer really is: because he’s Hardin and he does things like that to mess with me. He always has and always will. Confusing me is this guilt I feel for blurting out that I kissed that guy, and the way I basically blamed Hardin for last night when I know I wanted it just as much as he did. I just don’t want to admit that to him, or to myself, not really.